Sunday, March 06, 2005
A mother's love is noble.
Many things had troubled me for the past one week. I was affected, entangled and had allowed it to take control of me at times. But now, I give thanks; I have everything solve and I'm free. Truly, God works in a way we can never imagine.
I had a long talk with Sinhui's Mum on Friday night, after I came home from rehearsal. Throughout the conversation, I realized how great a mother's love can extend to; I saw her helplessness and how much she is willing to sacrifice for her children. She made me realize how important my role is to Sinhui's life. And I believe that to be a pillar of strength to her, I, myself, have to be strong first. I'm strengthened through that conversation.
Enjoyed TCC's sofa with my shepherd on Saturday night. Of course, with their drinks. I had my share of voicing out what has been in my heart, and how helpeless I am towards some situation. I believe I could talk all night. But time didn't allow. Nonetheless, shepherd, thanks for your listening ear. It helped a lot, really.
Amelia, Royston and me had a conference in MSN on that very night. We shared our ups and downs in Sound and what keeps us going when serving in this ministry. Royston shared his, which I now have a different view towards brothers love for Him. And yes, I'm looking forward of working with Amelia and Zihui! :D
Yesterday night, Bella made me happy. This afternoon, Crystal made me happy. I'm thankful, for having them as my sheep. :D
I had my day spent with Sinhui. Meaningful, I would say. Except the ending part. Guess we are both just too tired to talk anymore. Haha. But hey girl! I'm really happy that you view your fall as an encouragement, and had thought in a positive manner. You proved me wrong and you had ease my worry. Again, I will give thanks for this friendship we share. (x
Till then.
maoed.]
at 9:59 PM
+++His child.
jiayi; jean. 060488// hope// sound ministry// neb1// grace's sheep// phs// 5compassion// basketball//
+++smiles.
Him// simpsonx// shuping// red.black.white// eight// violin// guitar// disney// animals// kids// adidas// bottoms// horror::thrillers// watermelon// peach// mango// tomato// tea// fish// white chocs// marshmellows// shopping// friendships
+++frowns.
noise// dirtiness// chili// pork// snake// comedies// thunders// lightnings//
+++memories.
chalet//
courageous camp//
devotees//
devotees`bbq//
faith camp//
firework`04//
foundation camp//
life in the kingdom//
neb//
phs`03//
phs'04//
seventeen//
siMpsOnx//
student conference//
the ultimate dare//
+++books.
a love worth giving// a woman's answer to anger// every young woman's battle// helping others without hurting yourself// journeys of friendship//
if you want to walk on water, you've got to get out of the boat// in the grip of grace// love beyond reason// loving God with all your mind// recapture the world//
the friendship's of women// traveling light// wild at heart// words that hurt words that heal//
